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I Would Go Out Tonight But I Havent Got A Stitch To Wear. [May. 10th, 2004|06:51 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |the smiths]

hello!what a day.finally finished my art piece thingy,wahoo.decided to cut my own hair.big mistake.well i hope noone notices.i experienced a terrible experience today. mr childs going mad at me, i was about hmmm 3 minutes late and i honeslty thought he was going to hit us.ahh well.another shitty monday, same stuff happening day after day after day.no stories to tell about my day, no nice things to say about myself. il leave that for you guys to do. :-s
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angel from my nightmare. <3 [May. 9th, 2004|04:52 pm]
[mood |determineddetermined]

possibly the worst day of my life.this is dedicated to tasha. i hope the letter was ok, i meant every word, and yes, i decided it wudnt be rite in carrying it on when theres you, my lovely friend to think about, and im sorry, but ive thought about you so much and realized i love you.well ive always realized it, but now more than ever. you are so important to me so i hope everything can be ok. *hug*
youve always been there for me, and i promise ill do the same for you if you let me.i just dont want you to think you cant trust me ever again or whatever because i promise you you can. i feel such a bad person for all of this and ive thought about you and how you are with me, and realized it cant be worth losing you because i love you, need you.
your my little ray of sunshine *blushes* and you mean the world to me, and i never ever ever ever ever want to do this to you again, not that i wanted to in the first place but i hope you understand. please talk to me so we can sort this out. <333333
*to the world you are just one person-
but to one person you are the world.

<3 1 l0ve y0u xxx
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2004|09:53 pm]
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |chemical brothers]

hello.my my my. what a weekennd so far.ouch.last night, never been so bored in my entire life, sorry but a night aurrounded by 5478230 drunks when your the only sober one, sucks ass.well that took its toll so i went outiside and spoke to ade and good old boats who is now going with racheal!wooo!it was nice from then on.a bit arrrggghhh what happens now kinda thing, but it was just nice to be in the company,
then town today, well what a time that was, got drenched and ignored but hey, i can deal with that. reesy i <3 you hannah i <3 you too!thankyou for entertaining me today.then i come home,and came on this thing and well, yeah, there is an us.
and thats all that can be said! :-)
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2004|09:36 pm]
alrite there boyos.man im hot.i have an ass you sweedie would dream for, and my legs are gorgeous.yes, i thought id compliment myself seeing as most people are assholes to me about me.dday was ok. nothing majorly fun happened.so ill leave you all to read someone elses journal.someone hot, fun and cute.
bye for now.x
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go over 10mph and youll get this boot in your mouth. [May. 4th, 2004|08:12 pm]
[music |autumn to ashes]

alright there my fellow dj's. well well well i havent updated for rather a long time, so i thought i would when jess commented on my lack of entries today.i hope youve missed me, its just ive been rather busy and geting in trouble for things ive wrote, i hope you havent lost interest in me.well where do i begin?went out friday night,i was out of it, until, ahem, ade arrived and i had to put on the cool and collected angus face but didnt work very well.it got worse by the end of the night until my prince swept me off my feet and i do not wish to broadcast any further, all you need to know is that it was beautiful and i truly loved every second of it.<3 i just wish i could have stayed there forever, it didnt seem real.thankyou xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
izzy baby, what a night, we kicked it off well, you too tasha!what a spiffing time we had, truly marvellous and i love it when we cuddle. your both so cute.gee, where the hell were you??! whats happend to our little bond when we go out? lisa ERASE MY PICTURES OFFF YOUR FONE!thanks for the cool night girlys.
then saterday went to town. well what a day, i think no1 could have as much fun as us on a bench for like 5 hours just taking the piss out of people and wolf whistling at mingers.were the people you dont want to walk past when your own! :-p
saw some rather scrummy boys if i may say so, but i do not wish to comment any more seeing as im bi, after todays pse lesson, waaahhoooo.sunday, went to the izzys house (i love you) and met up with 2 males named aiden(i call him ian) and callum. oh, ian wont leave me alone and wont stop calling me, im like, soo popular.went for a little spin like innit boyzzz.
then monday went to newtown felt so happy when i saw ade he put a smile on my face but then saw luke who ignored me but aaahh well.need a new phone. went back to izzys (i still love you) and met up then with ade and boats who totally rock my world. ian calum and dan came up again and just drove round round and round, god they must have been bored.
then today, i find myself falling asleep every lesson,and staring at people and making an arse out of myself. especially in front of chris etc etc but i do not mind, cos i am meeeee! :-)
before i go i just want to let you know this that i love you all, and jess, your little comment about me in media was beautiful and its made me feel so happy, so thankyou.
have fun guys and i hope to come back and comment more often.
im off to russia,......so....moscow.....hahahaha...errr

x x x
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we can make blue sandwiches too [Apr. 23rd, 2004|07:44 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |2 many djs...]

hello there. yay its friday, shame i gotta babysit tomorrow night, going to town to see some of my beautiful frineds which should be marvellous. had my haircut last night, nothing drastic but the woman said i should get rid of the blonde!THANKS!no offence like, oh none taken! got 87 in art outta 100, just managed an A, i wasnt pleased.i mean, harriette got 99% but it just goes to show i dont have to hang out in the art room, i have talent lol.listening to sum groovy music that luke once sent me *sob* i miss him. :-(
today was fun, although hannah broke down in front of us, poor her.
siobhan your so funny!and i canny wait til tomoroow i hope your havin fun in the cinema sweetie and u rees!
wooooo we should have more days like today it was fun. luke kinda talking now :-) yippeee! speak soon
angus xxx
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cus this is my united states of whatever. [Apr. 21st, 2004|08:28 pm]
[mood |flirtyflirty]
[music |brand new]

hey.pretty good day on the whole, gee and me are lovers again =p okay i asked the guys what it felt like on there penis when they sat down..they ignored me from then on.i cant help it, i dunno what it feels like do i!but bloody hell there a bit melodramatic arent they.there like bloody women.
got a predicted grade E in maths
predicted grade E in geography....for my gcses, im gunna pass in flying colours lol
but im pleased cus i got A in media so thats cool.
came 1st in art competition, im too clever!hehe
ppl ppl ppl buy carte dor ice cream with the cherry sauce and pistachio nuts on top. its amazing stuff.pe was fun today for once, i did my miracle worker stretches- genius i tell thee.
babysitting on saterday nooooooooo, omg i need a job. i.need.job. it isnt even funny anymore.
luke still not talking to me =(
speak soon homies xxx
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2004|09:23 pm]
1.Name: angus

2.If there are 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity)which would you pick?: love because im beautiful already lol and creativity to me is just one of my hidden talents hehe ;-)

3. Do you wish on stars?: yeah i do.

4. What is the most disgusting food you have ever eaten?: i love my food momma puts on my plate.

5. Would you kill someone?: no.I would kill FOR someone

6. Are you a virgin? Yes

7. What TV show or movie title best describes your life?:girl interrupted.

8. Do you like your handwriting?: its my passion hehe

9. Who are you jealous of?: no one, just gotta concentrate on myself.

10. Who/would you marry?: someone who loved me dearly and someone who i could trust etc.

11. What is your favorite lunch meal?:whatever. no spam though.

12. Do you think that the people on the gap commercials are cool?: yeah, i wanna be one?

13. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: hell yeah.

14. Are you a daredevil?: depends.

15. How big was the biggest mango you ever ate?:yuk, man there sick.

16. Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat?: uh huh, sowwy.

17. Do you pray?: yeah.

18.Have you ever met anyone famous?: Yes...mr motivator.

19. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: im determined to find it.

20. How do you vent anger?: Cry and scream at innocent people.

21. Are you trendy?: some girl called me a trendy and a townie.no comment.

22. Are you passive or aggressive?: depends.

23. Who is your idol?: my mom. <333

24. Who is your second family?: gees family, ok shes scared now.

25. Do you trust others easily?: only certain people.

26. What was your favorite toy as a child?: anything barbie, long live the misunderstood slut.

27. What class in school do you think is totally useless: oh god, pse...we talk about criminals. enuff sed.

28. What is the punch-line to your favorite joke?: cheese toastie, or grannys glad of a warm drink hehe eeewww

29. Do you think your life so far has been good?:im pleased with the way ive turned out, the things that have happened though are somewhat sad.

30. Which was your best Halloween costume?: A witch

31. Have you ever been on radio or television?: Yes

32. Do you keep a diary: Livejournal..

33. Have you ever intentionally hurt another person?: hell no.

34. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: uh huh

35. Do you feel understood most of the time?: no

36. Do you drink milk?: in my cereal =p

37. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach?: neither, they both have there down points.

38. What is the new saying that you've been using a lot?: y'alrite pet, .....like

39. Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in separate ones?: Same

40. Did you pay money to see "honey I shrunk the kids": maybe, yeah i think i did.

41. What is your all time favorite song?: the verve- bitter sweet sympathy is just the best.

42. What was the best Christmas present you received?: a christmas without dad.

44. What word do you use when you think something is good?: totally ciwyl.

45. What band has the funniest name?: auf de mer or summet like that.

46. Would you ever bungee jump?: no.

47. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: no

48. Who is your favorite talented white rapper?: Itheres only one isnt there, eminem?

49. Would you rather wear uniforms to school?: i do...leave it

50. Have you ever given money to a bum?: ive looked in pity but the street was too busy.

51. What are you worried about right now?: life.

52. Do you ever wear overalls?: i wear a pinny..line up boys.

53. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)?: i have been,ive been through hell of a lot, i just kinda break down now.

54. Do you hate anyone?: hate is a strong word, i just dislike people.

56. Do you regret anything?: everything happens for a reason.

57. Who do you love?: my mom,,....as for a guy. no one really.

58. What is your opinion of the person that sent this to you?: caty, i copied it, im so sorry =(

59. What are you going to do next?: watch some tv i guess.

60. Are you going to send this to everyone you know?: No, if they want it they will take it from my journal.

61. What is your favorite quote?: head in your hands and this is your cue, if 3 words could heal you id only speak two
-autumn to ashes.

62. Name 2 people you want to thank for their friendship: tasha ade gee leanne lenny lisa e little lisa siobhan rees beth izzy sally han anwyl and all the rest.

63. Have you ever considered a religious vocation?:yes

64. What's your biggest dream/wish?: to be happy and for things to go right.

65. What is the one modern thing you could never live without?: Music

66. Have you ever done anything illegal?: noooo

67. Have you ever thought with another's head?: Yes

68. Are you friends with the person who sent this to you?: yeah <3

69. Who do you like better, N'Sync or the Backstreet Boys?: N'Sync

70. What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot people standing on the sidewalk?: shake ma ass but watch yaself.

71. What do you regret doing or not doing in your life the most?: teling mum to get rid of that asshole sooner.

72. What is the most important lesson you have learned outside of school?: live each day as if its your last.

73. What things are you afraid of most?: being alone.

74. Name the one person whose arms you feel safe in?: ooohhhh i couldnt say, people might get offended and ignore me. =(
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2004|08:36 pm]
[mood |crappycrappy]
[music |you touch my ding dang dong..its on the tv okay!]

hello. wow what an amazing day.ive fallen out with my best friend gee, :-( luke doesnt even want to know me right now, i feel fat...oh yes i am and nothings going right. izzys 'not getting involved' man i love that line. luke seeing as you read my journal the other day i hope you read this entry and realize how upset i feel. i never meant to fall out with u and i never meant to blame you, it just came out cause i was so angry that night and ive said sorry and it obviously looks as if you dont want to know. :-( please understand that i dont want to lose a good friend like you and i am truly sorry.
just attempt to talk to me please. i feel pathetic.
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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2004|08:47 pm]
woo i just saw aiden on webcam wooo hoo i just saw aiden on webcam! wooo go me go me

today was boolocks to be frank.apart from me rees and lenny discussing our house, woo me canny wait girlyyyz!then nuthing at break and izzy at lunch <333 i loved it, she has the nicest cuddles ever. i felt rather invisible today and i just wanna get through to luke that im sorry. :-(
and yeah gee, i do have a fat ass. :-(

this is a few lines i wrote all by myself. this will make mummy proud.

this open wound
also known as a heart, pours away to nothing
while you spectate
i think its safe to say i wont be thinking of you tonight.
you could scream in my ear, the words ive longed to hear
but id still not listen, because what are words when ive felt all your actions?
theyve buried the guy i thought i once knew
if i had a choice, id never choose you
your way with words make me realize how worthless i really am.
thankyou for making me see i never again need to fall in this trap called 'you'
you could write the sweetest poetry for me-id rather not see
ive heard enough of your words, they make me feel weak
this bleeding heart in your hands says thankyou for making me see.
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